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Sunday, June 14, 2015

Never Have Imagined

          For at least once in your entire life, you will somehow have this opportunity to experience a "fairy tale-like" kind of situation wherein you find yourself floating amid the realm of fantasy. Some people totally don't mind those nonsense fictions and ignore whatever possibilities that may link a virtual event into reality, and I do admit I am one--but that thinking eventually changed right after this certain happening which "should-have-been impossible", if only this feeling didn't grow this strong and haven't gone this far. In my belief, one thing alone can make anything and everything possible--Love.

          It was sometime in the middle of October 2014 when I first stepped a foot inside Arthur Suites Boutique Hotel in General Luna. It was lunch break and we had a four-hour vacant time before our Chemistry class in which we would have to prepare for a long quiz. My friends whom I spend my break time with, have a friend who rents a room in Arthur's and the good news there is that we found a place to consume those free hours without having to worry about what food and drinks to order. Knowing how practical it is to stay there for a little while, I let my friends take the lead. 


          As soon as we got there, OF COURSE, for somebody who is an alien to that surrounding, I was a bit suspicious--I look around carefully and observe the new faces I see. There, I was able to meet nang Zia, the one who rents a room in Arthur's, and some of her friends whom I easily got along with. Well, that went smooth for me since I am that kind of person who gets along well with other people--an extrovert they say. 

          However, I almost lost myself and forgot about those personality stuffs I have mentioned when a group of young men with peculiar faces entered the same room that I am in. They were the close friends of nang Zia's boyfriend, but they were strangers to my sight. I can't exactly remember how many they were, but I can ALMOST exactly remember the moment the last guy entered the room. He caught my attention so strongly that I felt myself weaken as I gaze in his eyes. OH BOY, he got me mesmerized for about three seconds! I actually didn't know how it all went through, but one thing is for sure--it was meant to happen. 

          That wasn't the end of the story though. His face was quite familiar to me, though I'm sure we haven't met before, and I can see the old image of my elder half-brother in his little chinky eyes. However, his pleasant aura didn't define his personality and that fact ABSOLUTELY triggered my interest. He overshadowed me at that moment and I felt completely different from the person I was before he came. He had all the loud talks, the obnoxious laughs, the annoying words that made me ponder on what he was really up to. 

          After all, he was just trying to be friendly, I guess, but that didn't seem like it was for me because I had to set my focus on my Chemistry notes which was most important at that moment. Yet, I can BARELY fathom the knowledge from what I've been reading for he continues to divert my attention in the best way that he can and I was like "Where the hell did he get the guts to distract somebody he just met?!"He never ever stopped, not until they decided to go out for a while to buy lunch for all of us in that room. 

          As soon as he disappeared, I was amazed to hear people telling me stuffs like "Oh, don't mind him that much. That's just the way he is!", without even giving them a clue on how I reacted to his manner. I just smiled shyly back at them but they have NO IDEA what kind of hell there is inside of me because I was too pissed off. When they had arrived, he was back to business. But this time, he was already REALLY destroying my patience! 

          I did't know where to place myself in that particular situation because I'm nearly exploding but I know my limits as a "first timer" in a place. GLADLY, I was able to calm myself as we ate lunch together even if I feel like everyone in the room stares at me now and then because of what he's been doing. In order for me to regain the strength which I had lost upon seeing him, I made myself stare back at him with NO malice. There, I got back everything I have and that includes my own dignity. 

          In the long run, I somehow found a piece of myself as I deeply looked through his mesmerizing eyes. There were hidden truths which made the story more complicated and I still wonder how we ever made it through. I never have imagined those things to be possible, until it happened. Who would've thought that the moment our eyes met, that was exactly the moment I found the man who would break my heart, but would eventually fix it? After all, that was only just the beginning. Oops! Almost forgot one last thing. Wondering who that mysterious guy is?--Sweden Louise Wu--I LOVE YOU!!! :*


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Sunday, August 26, 2012

Maling Akala :D


IMPACT PRODUCTION presents... 
A short film by the Impactors entitled 
"MALING AKALA" 
WATCH AND ENJOY!!! :)


Aileen Marie Militante

 Anj Chua Dechilla

Lisa Marie Fillarca

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

FRAGRANCE PRAYER

Refrain
Dear Jesus, help me to spread your
fragrance ev'rywhere that I go.
Dear Jesus, flood my soul
with your spirit and your love.

Verses
1. Penetrate and possess my being
so utterly that all my life 
may only be a radiance of you.

2. Shine through me and be so in me 
that ev'ry soul I meet
may feel your presence 
in my soul.

3. Let them look up and see 
no longer me but only you, 
my Jesus.
Stay with me and then 
I shall begin to shine
as you shine so to shine
as a light to all...

SPEAK LORD

Speak, Lord, for Thy servant hears
Speak, Lord, for Thy servant hears
I am but a child, yet Thou hast called my name
There must be a special task for me to claim
Speak, Lord, tell me all Thy will
Speak, Lord, in a voice so still

Come, Lord, take me by the hand
Come, Lord, teach a child to stand
Show me where to go and tell me what to say
Give Thy Word to light my path
And point the way.
Yes, Lord, I obey Thy Word
Yes, Lord, I obey Thy Word..

Show me where to go and tell me what to say
Give Thy Word to light my path
And point the way.
Yes, Lord, I obey Thy Word
Yes, Lord, I obey Thy Word..

HERE IS MY HEART

Merciful Savior
Gracious Redeemer
Slow in Your anger
Rich in Your love
Full of compassion
Longing to heal and bless
You will forgive all of my sins
If I will confess


Here is my heart Lord
I lay it open
Search every corner
Cleanse every part
Here is my heart Lord
Yielded and broken
Merciful Lord
Come and restore
Here is my heart

Son of the Father
Way of Salvation
Humble Redeemer
Lamb of God
Full of compassion
Longing to heal and bless
You will forgive all of my sins
If I will confess

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Saturday, March 12, 2011

My Heart♥ Echoes


Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose ourselves in our emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there are love that grows, and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question love when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been….silent, mysterious and deeply profound.
Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when its time to say good-bye.
And so I'll say goodbye, to you, Saint Elizabeth but for you to know, you will always be echoing in my heart..